But I always woke and found it an empty mockery; and I was desolate and abandoned—my life dark, lonely, hopeless—my soul athirst and forbidden to drink—my heart famished and never to be fed.
但我总是醒来,发现它是一种空洞的嘲弄;我孤苦伶仃,被遗弃——我的生活黑暗、孤独、绝望——我的灵魂干渴而被禁止饮——我的心饥肠辘辘,永远得不到喂养。