The unhappy being forbore to approach us and offer his misshapen hand.

这个不幸的人拒绝接近我们并伸出他那只畸形的手。

So what kept me going was one day I asked my brother, I know, I have a deformed hand but I am tired of looking at these white walls in the hospital and wearing this white scraps.

所让我进的是有一天我问我的兄弟， 我知道，我有一只畸形的手，但我厌倦了在医院里看着这些白色的墙壁和穿着这些白色的碎片。