No, I'm not gonna shut the fuck up about it, Tara.

泰拉 我绝对没有扯淡。

And when you sit back, as fucked up as I was, and I had a laundry list, a table like this of what I have to do to become just a human being that can make ends meet, that can make $1, 000 a month.

当坐下来时，就像我以前那样一团糟，我有一长串清单，一张像这样的表格，面着我要做哪些，能维持生计，能一个月赚到 1000 美元。

I don't know anymore, which is fucked up.

我已经不知道了，这真是糟糕透顶。

Foobar means fucked up beyond all recognition.

Foobar 意指糟糕到无法辨认的地步。

He won't shut the fuck up about this.

他对此喋喋不休。

Yeah, he's also kind of fucking up the distinction between technically true and meaningfully true.

是的，他也有些混淆了技术真实与实质真实之间的区别。

So you're not gonna go in compromised, and it's the leg that's already fucked up.

所以不会带着劣势去的，而且那条腿本来就受伤了。

It's like they don't want to do anything that fucks up iPhone sales, right?

就好像他们不想做任何会破坏iPhone销量的一样，对吧？

Whatever you write, no matter how fucked up, it's going in the book.

无什么，无多么糟糕，都会被收录进书里。

All you can do in this situation is, unfortunately, hope that he fucks up.

在这种况下，唯一能做的，不幸的是，就是希望他搞砸。

Yeah, Bob, we only get people to shut the fuck up about politics, huh?

是的，鲍勃，我们只能让人闭嘴不谈政治，对吧？

It's a little silly, but also that's fucked up.

这有点傻，但也太扯了。

Um, I remember someone calling it made in abyss, but not as fucked up.

嗯，我记得有人叫它《Made in Abyss》，但没有那么扭曲。

Wouldn't it have just been, man, what if Y2K just fucked everything up?

那该多有意思啊，伙计，要是千年虫真的把一切都搞砸了，该多好。

Maybe it's all fucked up by a lot of noise and misinformation.

也许这一切都被大量的噪音和错误信息搞砸了。

And then it completely fucked up again, at least in my opinion.

然后它又完全搞砸了，至少在我看来是这样。

Man, really, like, Niggas so fucked up, bro.

兄弟，真的，就像，黑鬼们太乱套了，老兄。

And I think he's gonna be okay because I think, what I've just told him over and over again, is you fucked up, you gotta take accountability, and as long as you keep doing that, I think it's gonna be okay.

我觉得他会没的，因为我一直告诉他，搞砸了， 得承担责任，只要继续这样做，我觉得就会没的。

I had no articulation to say Why I don't know I just this is creepy So I presented as a compliment and we're taught to believe that that's a compliment, you know, like it's it's fucked up Yeah, like immediate fetishization.

我当时不知道该怎么表达为什么我觉得这很令人毛骨悚然。 所以我把它当成赞美来回应， 而且我们从小就被教导认为那是赞美，知道吗？ 就像… … 这太扭曲了。是的，就像是立刻就被物化了。

Like, obviously this is affecting your life because it's emotional and she fucked you up, but, like, it's one thing to have heartbreak and another thing for it to, like, bleed into other aspects of your life, right?

显然，这件正在影响的生活，因为它涉及感，而且她确实伤害了，但心碎是一回，让它影响到生活的其他方面则是另一回，对吧？