No, I'm not gonna shut the fuck up about it, Tara.

泰拉 我绝对没有扯淡。

And when you sit back, as fucked up as I was, and I had a laundry list, a table like this of what I have to do to become just a human being that can make ends meet, that can make $1, 000 a month.

当你坐下来时，像我以前那样一团糟，我有一长串清单，一张像这样表格，上面写着我要做哪些事情，才能维持生计，才能一个月赚 1000 美元。

I don't know anymore, which is fucked up.

我已经不知道了，这真糟糕透顶。

Foobar means fucked up beyond all recognition.

Foobar 意指糟糕法辨认地步。

He won't shut the fuck up about this.

他对此喋喋不休。

Yeah, he's also kind of fucking up the distinction between technically true and meaningfully true.

，他也有些混淆了技术上真实与实质上真实之间区。

So you're not gonna go in compromised, and it's the leg that's already fucked up.

所以你不会带着劣势去，而且那条腿本来受伤了。

All you can do in this situation is, unfortunately, hope that he fucks up.

在这种情况下，你唯一能做，不幸，希望他搞砸。

Whatever you write, no matter how fucked up, it's going in the book.

论你写什么，论多么糟糕，都会被收录进书里。

Yeah, Bob, we only get people to shut the fuck up about politics, huh?

，鲍勃，我们只能让人闭嘴不谈政治，对吧？

Um, I remember someone calling it made in abyss, but not as fucked up.

嗯，我记得有人叫它《Made in Abyss》，但没有那么扭曲。

Wouldn't it have just been, man, what if Y2K just fucked everything up?

那该多有意思啊，伙计，要千年虫真把一切都搞砸了，该多好。

Maybe it's all fucked up by a lot of noise and misinformation.

也许这一切都被大量噪音和错误信息搞砸了。

And then it completely fucked up again, at least in my opinion.

然后它又完全搞砸了，至少在我看来这样。

Man, really, like, Niggas so fucked up, bro.

兄弟，真，像，黑鬼们太乱套了，老兄。

And I think he's gonna be okay because I think, what I've just told him over and over again, is you fucked up, you gotta take accountability, and as long as you keep doing that, I think it's gonna be okay.

我觉得他会没事，因为我一直告诉他，你搞砸了， 你得承担责任，只要你继续这样做，我觉得会没事。

I had no articulation to say Why I don't know I just this is creepy So I presented as a compliment and we're taught to believe that that's a compliment, you know, like it's it's fucked up Yeah, like immediate fetishization.

我当时不知道该怎么表达为什么我觉得这很令人毛骨悚然。 所以我把它当成赞美来回应， 而且我们从小被教导认为那赞美，你知道吗？ 像… … 这太扭曲了。，像立刻被物化了。

Like, obviously this is affecting your life because it's emotional and she fucked you up, but, like, it's one thing to have heartbreak and another thing for it to, like, bleed into other aspects of your life, right?

显然，这件事正在影响你生活，因为它涉及情感，而且她确实伤害了你，但心碎一回事，让它影响生活其他方面则另一回事，对吧？

And one of Remick's – I mean, it is a self-important sort of narcissistic worry that he has, but he's like, if I fuck this up, No film studio will ever make a movie on film again.

而雷米克一个担忧——我说， 这他那种自负且自恋忧虑，但他认为，如果我把这事搞砸了， 那将意味着再也不会有电影制片厂愿意用胶片拍摄电影了。

I mean, there's, there's his side where he says that, uh, he quote unquote fucked up, but at the same point, um, he wasn't doing anything, um, malicious or he had no criminal intent.

我意思， 有，有他一面，他说，呃，他引用了不引用话搞砸了，但同时，嗯，他没有做任何事情， 嗯，恶意，或者他没有犯罪意图。