You also write, though - I mean, and you touched on this, but the way that you were treated in Hollywood during those early days - you describe it as being kissed on one cheek and then backhanded on the other.
They frame it in a nicer way, but it does come off backhanded sometimes, where they're like, wow, like, we have the same body type, like, thank you for posting and, like, promoting this body type.