I allowed you to leave my presence, bloodstained, exhausted but exhilarated, and if I felt a twinge of unease that I ought, perhaps, to have told you then, it was swiftly silenced.
所以我允许血迹斑斑、疲惫不堪,却很开心很兴奋的你,就这样从我面前离开了。即使当时我感到有些愧疚,觉得我或许早应该告诉你,但这份愧疚很快就平静下来。