You were just one person, and somehow now, collectively, the whole world gets to criticize everything and tell everybody to fuck off, and it's okay, but when you did it... - Yeah. - You know.
A few such agents are reputable (the Scott Meredith Agency used to read for fees; I don't know if they still do or not) , but all too many are unscrupulous fucks.
And when you sit back, as fucked up as I was, and I had a laundry list, a table like this of what I have to do to become just a human being that can make ends meet, that can make $1, 000 a month.