We still truly believe that she is merely a scapegoat and she's innocent as we have already submitted much earlier in the day was the fact that there was no direct evidence that she applied anything on Kim Jong Nam.
Mallon assumed authorities were simply trying to label her a scapegoat for the outbreaks and she didn't seem to think she was actually doing any harm when she returned to cooking.
This could be because of the way he looks, or perhaps the way he speaks, or simply because the people around him need a scapegoat, and he happened to be the chosen one.
She used to love to slip into the chapel, alone, in the daytime, praying that she would die before her mother did, in order to escape being the scapegoat of her father.
Can we find scapegoats to take away our own inner turmoil, other individuals who we can blame so that we can imagine ourselves unburdened, unconflicted?