I really thought that if I did something wrong or if I did something silly or if I looked a certain way, people would laugh, and they would remember, and they would point fingers at me, and it would be humiliating.
我真的认为如果我做错了什么,或者做了
事,或者看起来某种方式,人们会笑,他们会记住,会指着我,这会很尴尬。