Yet she had loathing of this hypocrisy. She was seized with the temptation to flee somewhere with Leon to try a new life; but at once a vague chasm full of darkness opened within her soul.

其实，样口是心非。 也起过同莱昂私念头，随便到哪去，也不管多么远，只要能尝尝新生活；但一想到私，灵魂深处立刻裂开，朦朦胧胧地出现了一个黑暗深渊。