Yet she had loathing of this hypocrisy. She was seized with the temptation to flee somewhere with Leon to try a new life; but at once a vague chasm full of darkness opened within her soul.

其实，她讨厌这样口是心非。 她也起过同莱昂私奔的念头，随便到哪去，也不管多么远，只要能尝尝新的生活；但一想到私奔，她的灵魂深处开，朦朦胧胧地出现了一个黑暗的深渊。