I led the life of so many other so-called respectable people, --that is, in debauchery.

我许多其他所谓受人尊敬的人的生活——说， 荡的生活。

And like the majority, while leading the life of a debauche, I was convinced that I was a man of irreproachable morality.

和大多数人一样，虽然荡的生活，但我坚信自己一个道德无可指责的人。

In an almost portentous letter, her mother wrote: " You lead a dissipated life, I hope I shall not live to see the disaster that is likely to ensue."

在一封几乎预兆的信中，她的母亲写道：“你荡的生活，我希望我不会活看到可能发生的灾难。”