He thinks about how horribly unlucky it was that the rabbit jumped out at just the wrong time and that his hand position was just in the wrong place to allow Nova to pull the leash from it.
Because if you've got the drive and the center to effect your music with a motor and you're able to get a handle on a whole list of " egregious" tasks without hiding from a challenge.
Claims like these are described as bonkers-an informal way to say silly, stupid or crazy, and should therefore be treated with disdain-disliking something because you feel it does not deserve your attention or respect.
We might grow honest enough to realise that we would be happy never again to see most of the blowhards and fakes we'd been thinking of as 'friends' and giving enthusiastic bear hugs to for years.