Sub-health is a state between healthiness and disease, its symptoms present on every aspect of somatology, psychology, affection, mentation and behavior.
But it comes as something of a surprise that who is perceived as beautiful depends not only on the health of the person in question but also on the healthiness of the country she lives in.
No, I think there's a beautiful healthiness that can come from being of service, and that's also how I've been medicating my anxiety through this, by showing up in ways that I can with whatever resources I've got.