I cannot be so easily reconciled to myself.

“我心里实在过意不去。

I put myself back in the narrative.

我重新叙述起了你的故事。

I found myself obsessing about the Basketboy auction.

我发现自一直在想午餐孩拍卖会的事。

And I hated introducing myself, especially in groups.

我厌恶做自我介绍，尤其在群体里。

What? - I'm getting ahead of myself.

什么 -我操之过急了。

I must not deceive myself too much.

我不能过分地欺骗自。

I invested in myself to learn what to do; I invested myself.

我投资自学习如何去做；我投资自。

I'm earning myself sweat and sore shoulders.

我弄得浑，肩膀酸痛。

To a young man like myself his advice and guidance were of incomparable value.

对于象我这样的年轻人，他的诱导极其可贵的。

I clung to him early on, and made myself vital.

我一早便抓住了他，并扮演了重要角色。

I stood vigil for him myself last night.

昨晚我替他守的灵.

I will not disgrace myself by discussing the topic, nor will anyone else.

与你讨论此事都让我觉得丢脸，其他人也不许再提。

I can hardly make ends meet myself.

我几乎入不敷出。

I find myself in an embarrassing situation.

我现在有一件很为难的事。

Forget it. I don't want to inflict any more pain on myself.

算了吧，我可不想让自更痛苦呢。

Yes.I need to remind myself that I selected this lifestyle for the independence.

的。我需要提醒自，选择这种生活方式为了独立。

And I thought to myself, " What a fantastic thing this was! "

我对自说，" 这简直太棒了！"

I can put myself in any repellent situation I want.

我想怎么恶心都不关你事。

But I am getting ahead of myself.

但我要提前申明一点。

Otherwise, I would never have let myself be drawn in.

否则 我才不会让自掺合进来。