'Now, papa, I have told you this, and I cannot tell you more; and then the whole thing is so painful to me; every word and action connected with it is so unspeakably bitter, that I cannot bear to think of it.
“现在,爸爸,我已经告诉你了,我不能再告诉你更多了;然后整件事让我很痛苦;与此相关一言一行都令人难以言喻痛苦,让我不忍想起。