When I came back from the East last autumn, I felt that I wanted the world to be in uniform and at a sort of moral attention forever; I wanted no more riotous excursions with privileged glimpses into the human heart.

去年秋天我从东部回来的时候，我觉得我希望全世界的人都穿上军装，并且永远在道德上保持一种立；我不要参形骸的游乐，也不要偶尔窥见人内心深处的荣幸了。

I had a lot of amazing memories, made some great friends and some really debaucherous nights.

超多美好的回忆，认识了一些好朋友，也有过形骸的夜晚。

As I went through high school, I started partying ways and ended up falling into like a bad crowd, you could say.

上高中的时候， 我开始形骸， 结果混进了一个不太好的圈子，你可以说就是这样。

I wanted no more riotous excursions with privileged glimpses into the human heart.

我不要参形骸的游乐，也不要偶尔窥见人内心深处的荣幸了。