Perhaps I should have hidden my struggles, and flattered you by pretending I had every reason to love you.

也许我我的思隐瞒起来，假装我有一切爱的理由，来奉承。

From the first he was a twy-minded man--one of those divided natures which are inclined almost equally to two quite opposite careers.

从一开始，他就是一个思的人——一种性格分裂的人，几乎同样倾向于从事两种完全相反的职业。