For many months afterward, and at many times since, I was swallowed up in the deep fog of grief—what I think of as the void—an emptiness that fills your heart, your lungs, constricts your ability to think or even to breathe.
他去世后好几个月里,我经常悲伤得无法自已,内心只觉得一片无尽的空虚四处蔓延,占据了五脏六腑,我无力思考,甚至感觉像要窒息。