I was strong, active, indifferent to consequences.

我感受着自己强大，进取，而并在意后果如何。

My heart was pounding mightily. I couldn't curb its pulsations.

此时，我无法控制自己脉博跳动，我心剧烈地跳着。

I found myself obsessing about the Basketboy auction.

我发现自己一直在想午餐男孩拍卖会事。

Yet I found myself spending that precious time slack-jawed, scrolling through my social media feeds.

然而，我发现自己把那段宝贵时间用于发呆，浏览我社交媒体。

I am proud of my own success.

我为自己成功感到骄傲。

Forget it. I don't want to inflict any more pain on myself.

算了吧，我可想让自己更痛苦呢。

The instant that I uttered the words I regretted the rashness of my speech.

可是话一出口，我立即就为自己鲁莽语言而感到后悔。

High, high in the sky, I wish I could fly!

天空，我希望自己能飞！

I would prefer my own facilities - 'en suite', is that right?

我喜欢有自己一套设施——套房，这么说对吗？

I hope you're all enjoying the exhibition. I know that I am.

我希望你们都喜欢这个展览，我知道我自己是喜欢。

Was I being held back by my choice of clothing?

我有没有被自己穿衣打扮拖后腿呢？

So, here in front of you all, my first and last vow.

所以 现在在大家面前 我将许下自己第一个 也是最后一个誓言。

So I think I may have to see a doctor soon.

所以我觉得自己很快就要去看医生了。

And I thought to myself, " What a fantastic thing this was! "

我对自己说，" 这简直太棒了！"

“Goodness. I expect I was hopeless, was I? ”

“天哪，我还以为自己会有多大出息呢！”

Otherwise, I would never have let myself be drawn in.

否则 我才会让自己掺合进来。

When I saw my artwork in a real gallery, I feel proud of myself.

当我在一间真正画廊看到我作品, 我为自己感到骄傲。

Would I have to foot the bill myself?

我必须自己承担费用吗？

With a modest satisfaction, he would tell me that he had thought a bit himself.

他常会带着些许满足感告诉我他自己就常常思考。

Hmm? I have excellent peripheral vision. On a good day, I can see my ears.

我有着出色周边视觉。天好时候，我连自己耳朵都看得到。