The meditative response in which he performs them gives him that vital loosening and equability of all his powers, that collectedness and presence of mind, without which no right work can be done.
He could be this other person, this private person, and he's got this perfect uniform to present to the world. Always. He sometimes called himself " the Dolly" .
If you first notice the woman looking in the mirror, you are said to be proud and have the soul of a romantic person and you're a dreamer; yet you sometimes may suffer from lack of confidence.
It can sometimes feel like the odds are stacked against you, that it isn't worth it, that the critics are too persistent and the problems are too great.