I led the life of so many other so-called respectable people, --that is, in debauchery.

我过着许多其他所谓敬的的生活——也就是说， 过着放荡的生活。

And like the majority, while leading the life of a debauche, I was convinced that I was a man of irreproachable morality.

和大多数一样，虽然过着放荡的生活，但我己是一个道德无可指责的。

In an almost portentous letter, her mother wrote: " You lead a dissipated life, I hope I shall not live to see the disaster that is likely to ensue."

在一封几乎是预兆的中，她的母亲写道：“你过着放荡的生活，我希望我不会活着看到可能发生的灾难。”