不犹豫的

Now, I'm in contradiction, we kept up raising organic native chickens, I don't know whether I can make it to sale the chicken only use pigwash to fatten them.Now I am still hesitating about that.

我现很矛盾，一直坚持绿色喂养的土鸡，现要用猪饲料来进行催肥才能，我不知道我做的做不，至少我现犹豫。