不犹豫的

Now, I'm in contradiction, we kept up raising organic native chickens, I don't know whether I can make it to sale the chicken only use pigwash to fatten them.Now I am still hesitating about that.

现在很矛盾，一直坚持绿色喂养土鸡，现在要用猪饲料来进行催肥才能卖出去，知道，至少现在还在犹豫。