agonising

I spent days agonising over whether to take the job or not.

我用好些天苦苦思考是否接受这份工作。

It was an agonising decision for him.

这对他来说是一个痛苦的决定。

They agonised about it for days.

他们为此苦多天。

The accused faces an agonising wait while the jury considers its verdict.

陪审团讨论裁决期间，被告面临痛苦的等待。

I will not let your secret out to agonise the man I love.

我绝不会把你的秘密说出去而让我所钟爱的遭受痛苦的。