感慨

All the happiness that gained at the past, sonly will become history.

等对已获取的东西厌倦，情事变迁，又不免会引无限的感慨。

And certainly this latter awareness became the seedbed of various writerly longings.

当然，这种感慨催动笔写作的种种欲望。

But I produced tears amounting to more than what I have done for the last 7 episodes, this is voluntary tears, out of sheer sympathism, indignation, commiseration and above all, identifiability.

今天又流泪，比前7集流的泪还要多。这完全是自内心的泪水，因为感慨，气愤，同情而流泪，当然最重要是，我在其自我。