愧疚

I feel guilty about going behind his back and complaining to the boss.

背着他向老板抱怨，我觉得很愧疚。

Her love to Beloved was deep, with some guiltiness, but it was also a malformed love, which made her become to degenerate.This article will analyze the women of the Beloved from many aspects.

她对宠儿的爱是深厚的，但却也是畸形的，带有愧疚心理的爱，一令她无法走出自我的爱，令她堕落的爱。